Monday, February 2, 2009

The Update

Well, I am home. I never thought I would be so happy to say those words but I am. Don't get me wrong, hospitals are soo necessary, but just a bit too overrated. Anyway, I thought I would post an update so I can track my progress since coming home.

I made it home on Saturday even thought the Doctors were a little wary about me leaving the hospital with my white blood cell count still on the low end. But there really was no other tests that could be run, so I came home. The diagnosis for now is something called Postinfectious Autoimmune disorder. Pretty much it means that I had an infection and my white blood cells started attacking my body as well as the infection. This is what they think caused the inflammation in my brain, hopefully describing the headaches. That is still to be determined. So they put me on Steroids, which I take every morning. Guess what? These steroids don't make you buff, they just make you gain weight. :( Oh well, if it means no more headaches I will take it.

As for the crazy fever and body aches I am still a mystery. All they can guess is that I had some secondary infection on top of it all and we are praying I NEVER get that virus again. So now I just take the steroids and wait. I am pretty much wiped out and want to keep sleeping, which thanks to my mom being here I can get in some naps. My body has been through the ringer and I know it will take a while for me to get my strength and energy back. Slow and sure wins the race right?

I really do have to say that I am grateful for this experience. I hear people say that all the time when they go through something hard and now I know what they mean. It is amazing the great life lessons that can be learned in one week of life. Now for me it is not okay to get stressed about the little things. I want to be moving and serving and doing. I want to be proactive instead of just thinking of all the things I could be doing. Because you never know when you wont be able To do those things anymore. Are bodies are subject to the pains of the world and you can be healthy one day and sick the next. Life really is too short.

Thank you all again for the many prayers and wonderful service on my behalf. You will never know how much it means to me and my family. My cup is overflowing.

17 comments:

Jamie Hadlow said...

Oh Lindsey! I am so sorry you have had to go through this! I just hope you continue to feel better. I admire your attitude on the whole thing. Isn't it so crazy how your life can change so much in just one week and it makes you focus in on what is really important?! I will definitely be keeping you and your family in my prayers. Keep us updated.

Allison J. said...

I was wondering if something happened...I am happy you are home and doing alright now! We are thinking of you.
-Allison

aLeXis said...

Linds...all I have to say is what a truly AMAZING person you are. I am so sorry you have had to go through this, but your outlook and attitude are inspiring. You have always been such a positive person and this situation clearly is no different. You will be in my thoughts and prayers and definitely keep us updated on your progress. Love ya lady!

Ash said...

You're seriously so amazing! I love the light you've brought from a scary situation! I am so glad you're doing okay now! I have to agree with you that our poor bodies are subject to the pains of this crazy world and we do need to act now on those things that are important to us and those around us! I'm grateful for all that you've gained from this, as it teaches everyone else too!

Bek said...

Linds,
I am SO sorry! I can't imagine how hard and scary that must have been. I sure wish we could have been there to help. We will keep you in our prayers. Love ya!
Bek

Kim Felt said...

Oh Lindsey, I am so glad that you are home. I hope you start feeling better soon.
I'm still sticking with serum sickness. But luckily the treatment is the same as what you are doing. (blessings :))
It has just killed me that I live so far away and can't do anything to help you. Just know I (we) are all thinking about you and praying for you. We love you!!!

Marla said...

Lindsey I'm so sorry that you had to go through all of that! I'm so very sorry! If you need anything, please don't hesitate to call!

Katy Beth said...

I'm so sorry you've had it so rough lately. But I'm so glad to hear you are getting better! We've been so concerned, but didn't want to bother you. So we've been keeping tabs with people just to make sure.

I have to say, it is funny how sometimes the worst things end up bringing us our biggest blessings. Please know we all love you & you all are in our prayers. If you need anything at all, please let me know!

Summer said...

Wow. That is incredible--YOU are incredible. I think I would have died. I can't believe your strength and perspective. I'm so glad everything is ok (or mostly ok) We'll keep you in our prayers.

Katina Angola said...

I am so glad you are home and doing better. Keep resting though.

Don- Ash -Carter -Levi said...

Welcome Home!! Don and I are so very happy and thankful you are back and on your way to recovery! We continue to pray for you! You are so amazing and the Lord is very merciful.
---I guess this just means you'll have to hang out with the Dennis' more often because you never know when you won't be able to! :-P LOVE YA!!

Shannon said...

What in the world? What a crazy few days-- I just said to Glenn that you hadn't blogged recently and then I read all of this. I just wish I could have been there to help. I know you have lots who love you and you will always pay it forward, you're good at that. Take care of yourself. Love ya!

Jami said...

I am so glad you are improving! I can't imagine how scary that must have been for you and Doug. Arent Mom's wonderful in our times of need? You are an inspiration on being optimistic. Hang in there! We will keep praying for you!

Alice said...

Oh my heavens. I hope you are ok. You have such a positive attitude. Sending my prayers your way.

The Nance Family said...

It's amazing how living away from family, you have to make friends who are like family. I am glad you have people around you to help you. And also your mom. I hope life get's better for you, I'm sorry you've had to go through this. But sounds like you have taken the higher road and are trying to find the good in everything. I hope your recovery is on it's way and your done with the hospital things. Good luck, we'll be thinking about you.

Sarah Jayne said...

Linds, I just learned about your experience. I have been worried sick and hope that you have felt of our love for you girl and your fam! Hope things are on the up and up! I wish I was your next door neighbor so that I could come and help in any way possible!

cally said...

Man, I think about that all the time, enjoy it today 'cause it may not be here tomorrow. And I think about all the close calls we've had, with good endings. Gratitude really does cover it, eh? I'm glad you're all right.